Tuesday, June 19, 2018

Today-June 19, 2018

Today I realized that it's been 16 months to the day Paul moved to his heavenly home (his passing was on February 19, 2017) I still feel like he should be here and perhaps I will always feel this way.  After all he was a part of my life for 35 years. My life today is because of the life I had with him. My life with him I became a wife and a mother.
Today I want go to the home we built together and Paul will be there and we will talk about our day, have supper together and that this has all been a dream.  However, I know better, that this is the reality-he is gone and I must continue on this journey without him.  
Today I will let the tears fall as they come and I will not fight them. It's ok for me to have days like this. This is love, love that runs deep and wide.  
Today I will hold onto this Scripture “The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit" Psalm 34:18.

May you have a blessed day.  Thank you for visiting my small, humble blog.


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